A Magical Christmas

I’m not a nap kind of person, but today, I found myself nodding off before lunch. I guess it’s old age, or perhaps it’s because I was up until 3 a.m. and awake at 7 a.m. No, it wasn’t wine or beer, if you’re thinking that. But I digress, as I am apt to do nowadays. My eyes grew so heavy that I leaned back in my chair and closed them.

One cannot fully comprehend how the synapses of the human brain work, but the result is often magical. It certainly was for me on this day. I found myself running out the door of my old William Cramp grade school, across the yard, and through the wrought-iron gate. When I was on Howard Street, I picked up the pace. This astonished me because I haven’t run for many years. Maybe I shouldn’t have eaten those mushrooms?

As I crossed Ontario Street, I saw my reflection in a shop window. It was shocking. I was about eight years old, and my hair was auburn again. How fantastic is that? Down Howard Street I flew, and as I approached the Olympia Restaurant, the smell of French fries and hamburgers cooking made me stop. I searched my pockets for some money, but there wasn’t any. Maybe being a kid again wasn’t such a good thing. Nah! It was great.

I dodged the cars on Allegheny Avenue, waved to the barber as I passed his shop, and almost slipped on a patch of snow. When I rounded the corner onto Wishart Street, I began to walk. The Pullmans had two big Santa pictures in the windows. “Is it Christmas?” I thought. The Moffetts hadn’t taken their paper in yet, so I grabbed it to check out the date: December 23, 1952.

Holy crap! What luck! It was Christmas in my old neighborhood.

I hesitated at the bottom of the steps to 125 West Wishart, my childhood home. Those steps were the scene of many games of step ball, or I guess I should say they will be. I was a bit apprehensive, thinking I would once again see my departed grandmother and mother. Was that even possible? I was very confused, but I so much wanted to see them again. I braced myself and opened the door. Then I walked into a house that I hadn’t been in for more than 47 years.

My grandmother had her coat on and was pulling the basket on wheels she used for shopping across the living room floor. My mom was clearing out the spot where our Christmas tree would go.

I was dumbstruck and couldn’t speak. My mom walked over to me and said, “Didn’t you hear me?” She felt my head like she always did when trying to determine if I had a fever. Of course she did. Back then, diseases like polio had no vaccines. Parents were always wary when a kid got sick.

Still a bit mesmerized, I handed her the piece of art I had made in school. It was a picture of Santa holding the hand of the little baby Jesus. Or at least it was supposed to be. My mom took it and showed it to my grandmother, whom we all called Nanny. They both gushed over it and taped it to the refrigerator.

“What a beautiful snowman holding a cat’s paw,” Nanny said.

I was going to explain what it really was, but I just smiled instead.

“Go shopping with Nanny and help her, Buddy,” my mom said.

Wow, no one had called me Buddy in a very long time. It felt good to hear my old nickname. Nanny and I walked down Wishart to Front Street, past the American Store, and then up Front Street. We stopped at the light at Allegheny Avenue and waited for it to change. I saw my grandfather and a few of his friends standing in front of the corner bar. I started to say hello to him, but Nanny pulled me across the street.

Front Street was lit up like a Christmas tree, and it took my breath away. We stopped for a minute in front of the appliance store to look at the TVs in the windows. The small screens were full of carolers singing “Oh Come, All Ye Faithful.” When they finished, we walked up to the bakery. Nanny bought a butter cake, Kaiser rolls, snowflake rolls, and a few Danishes we would have for breakfast. Next, we were off to my then-most favorite place: the A&P Market.

My favorite part of shopping with Nanny was when we went down the coffee aisle. It smelled of freshly ground Eight O’Clock coffee. I was in luck on this day because Nanny needed coffee. She placed the beans in the grinder, and the dark brown gold filled a red bag. Before she closed the bag, she held it up to my nose. It was better than any perfume I had ever smelled.

When we got home, it was time for dinner. That was the one time each day the whole family was together. My dad had left his poolroom and Pop his corner, and both were sitting at the table, as were my brother, Bill, and sister, Roberta. My mom was dishing out meat cakes, string beans, mashed potatoes, and corn. Nanny put away the items she had bought and came back with the butter cake on a plate. She placed it on the table and said, “It’s almost Christmas Eve, so we can have this now.”

A sense of excitement came over me—one I hadn’t felt since my children became adults. Christmas 1952 would be amazing. Then I woke up.

As my eyes adjusted to the light coming off my 60-inch TV on the wall above the fireplace, I realized I was back in 2020. Thanksgiving had passed, and we were now in the Christmas season. I‘ll be spending Christmas 2020 with people I love, and I wouldn’t want to miss that. But I do wish the people from 1952 could join us. What a wonderful Christmas present my brain had given me. Maybe on Christmas Day, I’ll try to nap again.